arghsss.
im so so so so so damn pissed
wif my face
wif the doctors
wif the medicine
wif everybody
EVERYTHING
its been 7 yrs,
since i had this problem
DAMN IT LAH
when the hell can i really really get rid of this problem?
kept hearing ppl saying their past experience
how they use this use that and get well
but pls lahh.. u tell mi oso no use lahz..
wad u wan mi to do?
i seriously dunnoe ok!
arghs lahhhz
parents are asking why am i getting more and more..
but HOW I NOE?
im enough VEXED lahh
i faced myself everyday ok.
ughs UGHS UGHSSSSS
i dun even noe where e problems lies
if i do noe. yeah if i do noe
I WILL LONG AGO BE OKAY ALREADY. damn
mum: go see doc again lah
me: i see le. eat le ok le. stop le. COME BACK AGAIN
- times and times have been lyk tt ok -
mum: oso no choice. what to do. change lor.
me: change thousands over le lahz.
mum: A use good. B use ok le. C use now no more.
me: U TELL ME THEY RECOVER OSO NO USE!
THEY RECOVERED BUT NOT ME~!
AND I SUFFERED LONGER PERIOD LA. DAMN
why everyone gets to recover??
me me me me me me me ME LEH?
havent i suffered enough?
havent i tried my best ?
havent i spend lots and lots?
AM I THAT SPECIAL
.. freak u lahhhz..
can i kindly be cured.
somebody. juz cure mi..
dun tell mi person A use tis
person B use tt
person C use wadeva
PLEASE LAHZ.
u wan mi go try thousands of brandS?
ughhhhhhhhhhhhs
JUST CHOP MY HEAD OFF!
i will be grateful. thanks